Falling Starz

2005-08-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

haiis. i miss blogging and everything. i regret closing down my blog. it's like, i wan people to read what i post. it isnt nice to blog privately although got more privacy. oh well. so much stuffs have happened. sec 1 comp is coming and alpha still has no number! bleahs. i hope i get no 1. anyways, our hse instructors always bully us de. esp yusong. he wan us do pumping every trning leh. siao wan. and somemore, he once made me say the alpha cheer SOLO facing hotel. n i felt so malu can. eeyer. n hotel ppl come complaining to me. and he wan us niao bravo next. n bravo ppl all come blaming us again. say we made them do pumpings. but is their fault what! aargh. nvm. i lurve comp trains lik mad now. its so fun lor. esp doing cases. so seh so seh. heh. my foot drill suks. eeyer. n my bandaging suks. i always hai alpha de. hahas. so much stuffs to say lah but yi shi ziang bu qi. im starting to not lik kristian le. sad.

2005-07-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

haiis. feeling so distracted today. seriously i've never wanted to give up blogging. it's just that i dun lyk it when seniors read what i say n i hav absolutely NO privacy at all. so i guess i shall treat this as a private blog and post what i lik. POP is just over. but im veri disappointed with myself. i dint cry, i dint feel sad. what's wrong with me? it was just a few weeks ago that i can't bear to leave them, but now? i dun feel a thing. i dun lyk kristian anymore, i've never like anyone for more than a few months, unless special case. i feel lik a flirt. a bitch. yuk. but i no one thing for sure, the sec3s can never replace the sec4s, dey can NEVA. i dun feel lyk going for trainings anymore, they're just so meaningless. cos i dun lyk any instructors. not even grace foo. haiis. sj like sux now. oh ya, n i went with daffy, chanel n elaine to the jue dui superstar ge mi qian chang hui on sat. we went at 12 plus n queued n we were quite at the front no. in the end it was supposed to start at 2 bud the superstars came at 3:15. how irritating can it get! we left at 3 no, cos we hav to rush for sj. thx to sj i dint get to see weijian. hmph. n ppl behind were squeezing us lik siao, so idiotic. eeyer. n dey gave out voda voda water bottles bud we dint get any, so in the end we hav to buy them n dey cost 1:25 per bottle so ex. we took taxi bak to sch n of cos we were late. but im surprised cpl constance nv scold us. bud we were feeling so dam guilty n sad throughout the pop. hav no mood to do anything. haiis. i mentioned i was feeling distracted no y? cos i tink i lik ping yen now. but im feeling so bloody sad la. i keep tinking of him in class no. n shilei told me she lik him. gosh. y him? haiis. i oso cannot lik him cos hoyee liked him first n if anyone ever knew, the whole one dee will hate me for being a bitch hu steals someelss loved one. but love is a war. nt that im being hao lian n bhb but seriously, i tink i'm a much betta catch den hoyee. but sadds. i cant lik him thks to hoyee. i tried to put myself in hoyee's shoes. if i were her n found out tt some1 else lik him, i will hate that gal 4 sure, juz lik how i felt when i knew yiwei n hejin lik kristian. tt's y i dun wanna be a bitch, cos i tink im bitchy enuff alreadi. carnt stand myself sometimes. haiis. i hav a feeling chew guan lik me no, but im veri scared. i dun lyk him at all, n he doesnt look good. bleahs. maybe i shld juz go 4 yusong or jiannan but the fact is, i used to lik yusong, but now i find his voice quite deep n im feeling disgusted. jiannan is kute lahs but i dun lik him leh! some1 help me can, make me stop liking ping yen. being a bitch is no nice at all. or maybe i shld jus crush him n nt say it out. haiis. feeling veri veri confused n depressed now. i no without love my life will suk. but sometimes how i wish i was in a gals' sch. so tt i wun no any guy, n wun feel so love sick. my studies is deproving alreadi. this suk. haiis. dun tok about sad sad stuffs alreadi. =( i went tien leng's blog today n saw some links so i juz go clik it n stumble upon n sj web where dey posted fotos 4 alc. onli gt alpha n juliet de. maybe cos we're the champion:) my legs looks so gross in the alpha macho wan, n i'm so tanned...i dun lyk it at all. but i lyk the grp foto we took, i wore sports shoes n ankle socks. i appear so seh in the foto can. heh:pPp wah these 2 days i've been sleeping so late lehs. i tink i going to bed le, in case my pimples cum bak again. my face is quite clear this month alreadi. i hope it remains lik tt 4eva. depressed.

2005-07-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

today celebrated youth day, today is stjohn's day, and today is also shi lei's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL.=) wah...three-in-one leh. lucky gal. but seriously, i don't like the idea of wearing corp tee to sch, not like im not proud of sj or what, but it's simply just too ugly. the shirt is so damn big and the sleeves are so long yet they cant be folded. i wish i could get my uniform soon. it looks so much nicer and seh-er;) so after flag raising went back to class and later went to the hall to watch the concert. it rock la. the performances all so entertaining and funny, especially 1D's one. love it. and we were even treated ice cream. but i still prefer cornetto's. after recess changed into pe shirt to go play class games. it was quite lame lah. and i dint watch the captain ball's match cause i was chatting with wansi ying jie n vanene in the canteen. it's so much betta there, much cooler and shady. but we lost anyways considering the fact that we had to compete against the sec 2s and height alone we are losing out already not to mention skills. and then after that we had to form longest line and hav to take off almost everything on us. dunno how they find a packet of straws so we connect and we did 3 lines i tink. yeah. and they let us off late so me shilei and candice hav to rush for the last parade. somemore we had to changed back. so in the end we just wear the corp tee over the pe shirt and mine was quite obvious lah. n somemore so hot wearing 2 shirts. yeah lah. so have last parade and was introduced to our new instructors. our sc look very nice lah so should be ok. but i still will miss the sec4s de. aargh. dun wanna POP to come. shoo sad sia. =( signing off, buais.

2005-06-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

wahahahas, sch reopen liao. not bad larrs except 4 the fact tt i carnt stand the boring lessons. changed timetable le, our tues recess becum same as upper sec n gt 1 pe is on fri after recess which is quite suky. means i cannot eat alot 4 recess le. bleh. had art lessons 2day. first time leh coz dhp dun hav den is quite sian. i prefer during CRAFT den ART. my art totalli sux la. had to do the dunno wat story tingy den my brain is empty so i juz drew some ugli stuffs wich ppl dun understand. oh wells bud the tcher was nice. i lik those still studying tchers leh, dey r juz so much betta den those more experienced one probably coz dey understand us betta n no wat we lyk n dun. so after tt is lang arts. had to cum up with a short play. again. haiis. so me shi lei yingjie wansi n yingzhi one grp lor. we veri lucki. no time so we dun need to do, can postpone to nxt week. phew. lucki. i dun feel lyk acting robber le. hais. i dun look lyk aniways. yea so we went recess wich is with upper sec. n it was quite scary, at least to me. i was feeling SMALL. most of dem r tall aniways. so yea. hahas. after recess it was sci. me shilei yixin were late n we went sci lab, we onli check the first 2 bud nv c our class so we were getting scared. den saw candice n szuyee den we told dem sci lab dun hav, go comp lab check. bud dun hav oso. n in the end it was in the 3rd sci lab. so we hai candice n szuyee late oso. bud lucki nv kenna get scolded. hehe. n we did an experiment wich i tot was OK. normally i hate sci lessons, dey juz suk. n last 2 periods is hcl. quite sian but last dunno how many mins did a discussion. veri farni la, lynn keep suaning zk den suan until veri pro leh. den han yin say she going 2 watch initial d. im so jealous la, i oso wan! n we tok most of the time instead of discussing. aiyah seriously i dun care much about work. yea. so basically, my day was quite fun overall. heh.=)

2005-06-25T07:32:00.000-07:00

i suddenly have the urge to talk about dreams. yes, dreams. everyone dreams, so do i. and i simply just love to dream. because, in dreams, you get to decide what you want. you get to choose what you want. or at least i can take a break from reality. at times, when i am feeling so depressed, i wished i could just bury myself in my dreamworld and never wake up, never return to the real world. or maybe it's just an excuse , an excuse for me not to face it, cause i don't have the courage to. but does dreams come true? no, i doubt they do. so why bother to dream when everything will be over once you wake up? the feeling's just so fake. but it will make you feel happy. yes, really happy, to experience what you actually wished for to happen in dreams. that's what makes me love to dream.

all the above is just another crappy entry which doesn't really makes sense. hahas. and i want to complain, complain about my parents, can't stand them anymore. i get nagged EVERYDAY. without fail, whether i am right or wrong. this is shit. hais. dont even know if i should like or hate them. think i end here le. buais.

2005-06-22T01:50:00.000-07:00

i went bak sch today to do a interview with mr sng. qian ye n shilei couldnt make it, so leaving me, yixin n candice. we called up the clerk then she say he will be in sch. so we went to sch so dam god early man. 9 am. n guess wat, mr sng is out n he will only be back in the afternoon. so we decided not to wait in sch, if not veri sian. n we went bugis. nth elsewhere to go also, since bugis is quite near sch, so we went lor. ahahas. n i gt to eat tori q n tako pachi agai. yay. so nice la. n i make yx n c oso wanna eat. i saw wenxin dere oso. n we eat den shop, quite sian la, coz we went dere so early den most shops not open yet. me n yx ate long john's 4 lunch. nice. n me n yx were bitching in dere. veri farni. n we sat dere quite long until we decided to return to sch. den later saw alot of sj seniors. hmm muz be cum bak 4 training ba. so we went bak general office again. aiyah n we waited dere, i was so dam scared kays. half way thru i wanted to back out aiyah. bud in the end we waited a while he's still nt out so we went to prepare our speech again. bud so sad after we prepare we went bak, he's already gone. n the clerk in the general office was getting quite irritated by us alreadi. n she say he will only be bak about 5. we decided nt to wait. so late leh. yea, n i wasted half of my day in sch getiing nth done n i hav to wake up so early i was so god dam tired. haiis wasted my precious sleeping time. oh wells.

2005-06-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

I just read thru the archives of my blog and omg, i actualli owed a tcher money, n it was lyk 2 mths ago...aiyah...feeling so guilty now. now i dun wanna sch to reopen. i no it will suk. coz im still left with lots of hw for me to do. n i hav nt enjoyed holidays enuff. hais. i dun wanna do the play when sch reopens leh...y does dhp hav to do so much acting de? it's nt lyk we wanna be actors/actresses when we grow up wat. n furthermore i hav to act as a guy. aiyah! regret le. y did i even choose to be a narrator? bleh. haiis. i dun wanna listen to the teachers' boring lessons, i dun wanna do work, i dun wanna study, all i wan now is to slack slack slack.

i hav grown up, or at least i tot so

2005-06-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

i met dis cute little kiddy who called me jie jie at toapayoh today, when i dun actualli no hu he is. but hu cares, i was laffing, he's so cute man.

i dunno y but i like kids alot. dey r juz so adorable. n i'm quite envious of dem. dey r so innocent tt when you see dem, you can be so happi wan=) and sometimes when i do look bak, i will find tt i hav actualli grown up, or at least, turned more matured. i realli couldn't believe tt i could do such silly stuffs in the past no. or maybe 10 yrs later, when i look bak at my teenage life as an adult, i will find how silly i realli am now. so u c, as we continue moving on, we will def grow up in one way or another as we hav to experience different stages in life. sometimes how i wish i would nv grow up. i want to remain as an innocent kid who lives so happily with no troubles. i dun wanna turn into adult, as frm wat i no, adults hav complicated lives. bud maybe dis is juz a wish tt will neva cum tru. we hav to move on n grow up. hais. so maybe i shld juz start treasuring my life as a student. i dun wanna onli start to regret when i cum out to work.

i realise im juz crapping above, or maybe i m doing sum reflections. im so free dis few days tt actualli gave me the time and sit down to think. n during the holidays, i seem to dream every single night. n in every dream, i dream of many many stuffs, weird stuffs esp bud i dun remember any when i woke up. hais.

o ya i crap too much tt i 4gt to mention 2morrow's my grandma's b-day. bud we celebrate in advance for her today. we went out for dinner. we ordered so much food man n im so full.somemore dey gave us free dessert. longan soup. nice. hahas. kays, tink i ending here. tata.

2005-06-13T06:37:00.000-07:00

heyy since i m so sian now, i decided to do a survey.

1. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING NOW?
home clothes? well, sort of lah.
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
nah. i dun lyk to read.
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
mouse? lyk duh. if nt wat?
4. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
hmm...the one tt i always win:P
5. FAVOURITE SIGHTS?
pretty stuffs
6. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
dunno.
7. FAVOURITE SOUNDS?
nice nice music.
8. WHAT'S THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
to be alone.
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
more slp.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR?
black. so nice rites?
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
i dun bother.
12. MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE:
my life?
13. FAVOURITE FOOD?
i lurrve potatoes.
14. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate.
15. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
i cant drive.
16. FAV TV SHOW?
shows that make me cry.
17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
nah. im nt a 3 yr old kid anymore.
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY?
depends whether i m indoors or outdoors.
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
i tot i juz mentioned i cant drive?
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ANYONE TODAY OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE?
hmm...
21. FAVOURITE DRINK?
no particular ones. cold drinks preferred.
22. WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDATE??
27/02/92. anyone who reads dis muz remember to get me a present. ;)
23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
yupp.
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
one where u can slack all day.
25. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
maybe.
26. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
wat's the difference?
27. LAST VIDEO YOU WATCHED?
cant remember.
28. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT?
duh.
29. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
dust.
30. FAVOURITE NUMBER:
27, 13
31. FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH?
depends hu is playing.
32. YOUR NAME AS IT APPEARS ON YOUR BIRTH CERTIFICATE?
Lim Yi Jie. i hate dis name. bleh.
33. FINAL MESSAGE:
i missed my frens in sch.

2005-06-13T02:41:00.000-07:00

today me n yixin went shilei's hse 2 do MAD project. frm the name can imagine how stupid it is le. hahas. yup. sl was so dramatic today la...dunno y...we were so hardworking 2day no...normally we would play n play n play n end up with nth done. bud surprisingly, we finished juz before lunch. n her sis bought bak mac 4 us. her sis is veri bhb lah bud veri fun to be with...veri easy going de...after we ate den go home le. veri earli rites? first time leh. so i went heartland mall shopping with yx since i dun feeling lyk going home. shop a while onli lah...and i ate the belgium choc ice cream. so nice man. n yx was commenting tt i lyk to spend money n it's so totalli tru lor. hu doesn't seriously? hahas. nth much le...ending here...until the next time.=)

2005-06-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

this morning i went swimming. n dunno y when i return home i was so tired i juz felt asleep after lunch. so sleep until 4 plus den my mum woke me up coz i was supposed to go seng kang n shop larrs. so i went n i bought a plaited skirt n a bag. nice. i wanted to buy somemore but no money le so hav to wait for some other day. i lurrve spending money lor. it's so fun. although i feel guilty sometimes that they are actualli my parents' hard earned money. n later my cuzin came to join me. she did sth lyk a hand portrait? where u use wax to melt into a hand of hers la and it cost 12 bucks no...i wouldn't waste money on sth tt's practically useless. wateva la...so i went a ma hse after tt n i stayed dere until 10 plus den i cum home. n i checked my calender...i was lyk omg? i hav spent so much of the holidays playing and completely forgotten about my hw? i betta start doing or else i'll be dead lor...so far i onli touched on a few qns onli...look at how pathetic i m. n i'll be out alot the next 2 wks...hais...hav to rush thru hw...sian man...y muz the sch always giv us hw during the holidays? isn't it the days 4 us to relax...yuk.. oh wells...i m tired alreadi...buais.

buttwhacker squad outing

2005-06-10T21:02:00.000-07:00

heyy. im bak frm my buttwhacker squad outing n i m so tired lorrs bud i felt i need to blog, so here i m. heh. realli enjoyed myself today...so fun...hope can go out with u guys again soon...=)

hahas...k lah...i was so blurr no...the outing was supposed to start at 11 am and i can actually read it as 10 am? so guess wat...i waited for more den 1 hr dere leh...sian man...i saw amanda when i was waiting...hahas...n jessie was so so so sweeet lor. guess wat she did? i sms her n told her n she was supposed to walk here bud since she tot i felt so sian...she took a taxi and arrived earlier. soooo sweet rite? yea, bud by tt time it was onli around 10:30 n suay suay guess wat? her slippers spoil lor...den she wanted to get a new pair at singapore post...bud no shops hav n wat's more this fashion is nt open yet so she called sm...n sm brought her a new pair....another sweetie...hahas. so after that lifang came followed by veron. sm changed la...4 the prettier...yup. her hair so long liao n is sooo nice lor...i wan her hair...n jessie is so tall i stand beside her i feel so short...so zi bei man. wateva. so we took mrt to orchard. we are gonna watch premonition so we bought the tickers first n we went to crystal jade to eat...sm gt braces...can onli eat congee...so we went dere...everyone ate congee except veron. n i spent lik almost 10 bucks 4 my congee plus the soya bean. so ex, bud i tot it was ok since we onli go out once every 3 mths? n the service was terrible kay...i asked for my water n i waited 4 so long be4 dey came...n we want the bill...n we oso waited 4 so dam long lor...crap man...wat service charge la...dey dun even deserve it lor. oh well. hahas....nxt is the fun part...the movie...i lurve it man...nt coz the movie was nice...it was a stupid movie...not scary at all n dey still say is horror movie...n the storyline was so terrible i dun understand a tink...bud i wonder y sm n jess were scared? or maybe dey were faking it to liven up the atmosphere coz dey were lyk cuming so close to me n jess was covering her face...n veron gave soooo many remarks no...n soooo loud somemore...so paiseh ar sit with her...hahas...n we were laffing n laffing...n there's this old man who sits beside beside jess...n he was so farni lor...he was laffing...i tink at us...n he burp so loud...although i nv hear-_-''...hahas...den jess dunno wat happen spit saliva on me...yuk...it was suppose to be a HORROR movie...n yet we laff...so u can roughly imagine wat a stupid movie it was. n when the show ended, veron commented stupid movie...n guess wat? tt old man repeated after her n went hahaha...omg...so dam farni lor...n when we were walking out...we were laffing all the way...everytime when we were reminded of tt silly old man...hahas. yeah so tt's the reason tt makes the show the "nicest" movie i watched...hahas. kay...den after tt we went to take neoprints...hmmm...best neoprints we hav taken lah...n den we went to shop...nt realli la...juz go n eat lor...i ate alot man...frm tori q n frm tako pachi...yupp...n by den i was quite tired liao...n my toes were hurting...maybe coz of the shoes i were wearing...so i went home with jess...n i was supposed to pass shilei's hw to her at kovan dere...so i waited 4 her...n when she came down the bus i was going,"omg"...coz she cut her hair...she told me bud i nv imagined she would cut it until lik tt?!? i tink she looks nicer with her last time hair lor...dunno y she cut leh...wasted la...but oh well...yea...so i missed one bus coz of her...n i hav to wait 4 10 mins plus 4 another one...so basically...my day was veri fun la...if everyday lik tt cool man...gtg le...buais.

2005-06-06T05:37:00.000-07:00

since i am so sian now, i shall just create a crappy post to kill my boredom. yuk. okies...2day stayed home all day as usual. n i was supposed to get my specs last sat n in the end i can only get it 2morrow or the day after thks to the shopkeeper. i m so pissed off. i m so free this whole week lorrs. hopefully i'll be more busy nxt week...ya n is quite thru. i've nt touched any homework since the holidays started...o god how lazy can i get? i've nthing more to crap. buais.

2005-06-01T14:02:00.000-07:00

gosh...i m stuck at home all day 2day. gosh. oh wells. 2morrow gonna hav EFA n i m 2 lazy to go study. aargh. my poor lil cuzin is hospitalised....awww....there's sth wrong with her legs...n she's still so young...hais. i m gonna get my new specs dis sat. FINALLY. i waited 4 so long 4 my new frameless specs kays. i carnt wait to get it. n i oso carnt wait to go out with my buttwhacker squad...i missed you guys!! i'm getting sick of holidays alreadi. missing school. missing frens. haiz...sian.

2005-05-31T07:04:00.000-07:00

i m dedicating dis entry to one of my bestest fren in dhs, shi lei...i dunno whether she will c dis anot bud i juz wan her to no i will always be dere 4 her no matter wat...she is currently experiencing the worst part of her life...n i hope she can ao guo zhe duan shi qi...

when i tok to ya on the fone...i can sense the pain, the misery in u...although u put up a fake front n laff all thru...i wan u to no...dere r mani ppl who care 4 u...n lurrve u...n i m def 1 of dem...i no u r a brave gal...i no u can do it...juz ask if u need me n i will be dere 4 ya...

i no wat u need most now is lurrve...frm ur frens n family...i no if i were in ur shoes...i might nt be as brave...i no u r onli at the tender age of 13 n all dis is too much 4 u...so dun be afraid to ask...coz im sure everyone will be dere 4 ya=)

i no u will be sad...so juz cry...n i will lend u my shoulders...our eyes are infront of us...so we musn't look bak...we muz look forward...juz cry thru dis diff times...i no u can do it...although gone...bud the memories will 4eva be dere...so cherish it...cherish ur lurve ones...cherish everybody...

jiayou kay gal! takkaire...
lurve ya always...

2005-05-30T05:09:00.000-07:00

wah...another week nv blog le...dis time i muz blog...n will be a long long one...coz i went 4 camp the past few days...n it was simply memorable
Day 1
well...first day...hmmm...we gt sorted into our own bunks lah...i tot can get into same bunks as alpha de...bud in the end is diff...haiis...bud in the end i oso nv slp in my own bunk...i went to slp with candice, denise, victoria, eve, pei rong n xiu han...ahahas. i broke a rule. bud no seniors found out...lucky me. almost all day long we had station games. yeah. i was enthu in some games onli...i dun lyk the salad game...is shoo dam unfair lor...hav to buy using the credits frm the previous game which i dunno call wat...n ttgame is even more unfair...alpha gt so lil peeps...crap. den dey provide us veri gd breakfast, lunch, dinner n supper man...well...i tink the supper is redundant...it juz takes away our slping time...yeah den at nite we had dis tingy called k-idol...o man it simply rawk...i dunno y bud i juz lurrve it...n i sang along 4 most of the songs...hee...dey sand veri nice...bud we nv win? awww...wasted lah...den after tt we had dis sort-of night walk tingy...with our teammates bud we had to blindfold ourselves...to crack a case...it wasn't scary at all...it was just well...tiring. we had to do dis stupid duck walk tingy...where we dun stand up n walk...we squat down n walk...freako. bud o well, it was memorable. o ya...n we had to bathe 2gether...as in we juz splash the water on us den put soap...den we go in cubicle to change out...n the time given was short lorrs...so we had to do fast...n i wanna complain tt i couldn't realli slp well...the table was lyk so hard? n it was sooo cold...n squeezy...didn't realli slept well...bud sleeping with frens is cool. =)))

Day 2
ahahas...wat can i say...dis day is soo much betta...although at the starting part of the day...i tink day 1 was nicer...we went 4 the urban hike...n i guess it realli brought the hse closer 2gether...although we came bak the last...bud i realli lurrve it. we set of in the morning around 10 plus i tink...we brought our own lunch alot...bread. man...i dun realli lik it bud cannot even choose...hahas. den 4 big seniors went along with us lah...den 2 of the sirs were veri nice...1 is sir samuel...the other i dunno how to spelll...hee...we went to lil india first...wow tt was the first station n we took 3 hrs to complete it...tis is the station i dun lyk most...coz aiyah...the food i eat alreadi all wanna puke...onli gt one word can describe dem...DISGUSTING. n we walk veri long somemore...den later we was going to find dunno wat...den heng heng we found the clue 4 2nd station so we completed it lorrs...n is lunch time...we juz settle somewhere n eat. n it started to rain. so we gt to do indoors the moo moo tingy...n it was terrible...i muz listen so hard no. haiis. n den the sir taught us the frog song...hahas...quite cute larrs...den sir samuel keep wanting us to lead a cheer...den the other sir threaten if we dun cheer den he will make us suffer...bud i tink he was juz joking..lol. den all the way...soon the rain stopped den we continue our journey....we had to go take foto with sir stamford raffles...den the last part of the game is tt we had to cum up with some music...so wan yu blow peng you with her recorder...n den we add in sound effects with fork n spoons...n it was simply...cool;) on the way we went thru the esplanade n we took lots of foto...i had to do 1 with the yoga de...heh. okie n the jouney there was quite long...we ran dere...n on the way the seniors wan us to cheer coz dey say sian mah...n he ask us no how to sing tong hua anotz n me n wan yu no larr... so we sang lor dunno y the rest nv sing...den the seniors keep saying we sing veri soft...bud is nt tru lor...is coz dey sing loud so our voice cannot be heard wat...hahas...den later dey ask us wan wat song...den i say dey choose den in the end all dey choose de we oso nv sing...den i say we dian ge den dey sing can...den dey sae can...i wanted bian hao 89758...i juz whispered to wan yu n i dunno how dey can hear leh......aiyo...k larrhs...in the end we reached le...den mam serene n man err...i mam siew chin bought us drink...heh...soon we completed the 3rd station n we headed 4 our last station...we had to go to the fort canning..we chiong lorr...n dere r alot of stairs n the road was steep so yeah...veri tiring...bud we cheer each other up...we persevere...n it was den tt i understand watz hse spirit...n when i reached our destination i was shoooo happi man...finally...finally...by tt time...we were all sweaty n xin yi was lyk...going to puke...coz we stuffed ourselves with an egg each be4 we ran...den we took a foto with us all sweating...den dey say dey wan do a creative wan...by tt time...i tink we were the last grp liao...so we took bus 14 den supposed can change 158 bud dey say no time le...so we ran bak...n we chiong...although had to run bud i was veri happi...dis trip was simply kool...although at the start i found it boring but...i realli reaali lurrve it...if can...i dun mind going it another time...nt by myself...bud with my hse...n when we reached the other hses cheered 4 us...so we went to bathe larrs...2day earlier coz we gt social nite later...n 2day's dinner was the best...social nite every hse had to put up a performance...although we dint win...bud i no everyone had tried their best. =))) n so i slept at 1 plus 2 day...

Day 3
2day was the last day...haiis...veri veri sad...partly coz hav to leave the hse...dunno when can c dem again...i dun wan holidays now i wan it 2 cum to an end...i will miss everyone in sch...i will...esp the peeps frm my class...n frm my squad...dis day nth much...we had to do a clean up...n took fotos to ji nian...haiis. i did the most ridiculous ting...i took moses bad instead of mine...n i was screaming lik helll...i was shoo scared sia...lucky xiu han saveed me coz she ask me to lend her my hp...n i open my bag n found tt it was nt mine...n i ran bak...n moses sort of scolded me...he said he was veri scared...o well...in the end everything came to an end.

i lurrve tong hua...coz dey alwaes hav happy endings...bud nt me...everytime the tings i wan...i will neva get it...=(((

2005-05-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

i almost wanted to giv up blogging. blehh. 2 lazy to update liao. i hate the previous layout. the pic juz wun work. ahhh...now i hav 2 change. haiis. yest shoo fun sia...go my aunt's hse n play bball with my cuzin. den later eat duck rice. nice nice. 2day mah...ehhh...whole morn...suk. it alwaes suk so nvm. i slept thru the whole lang arts, again. sort of lah. i dissuaded candice n wan si 2 nt go 4 cip...hahas. sort of lah. i feel bad. hahas. after sch hav to stay bak 4 alpha meeting. in the end waited 4 so long. so me n wan yu might as well go watch the 4 b n 4g ppl play bball. 4 b were lik wow...bud 4g...well...ehhh...i oso dunno how to sae...heh. den later we gt to tink up of 3 cheers lor. so juz anyhow tink den submit coz we wanna go home. so yeah. nth much realli. yay. i did update my blog. it's nt dead. =))

2005-05-16T04:51:00.000-07:00

grrr...this whole morn i was in pain man...terrible sia...bud i managed to get thru it somehow...in the end i gave in n went to sick bay...den go home...bud shoo sad i missed out so much tings...recess i went to c wat hse i in...den i remained in alpha...erms...dunno whether gd or bad...i was nt happi leh...coz shi lei remained in hotel...n i m so dead jealous. tzu hsiang out of alpha le...shoo sad leh... candice was super unhappy man. she remained in bravo. n she cried. first time i saw her cry. she muz be dam sad leh. bud i dun c watz wrong with bravo. she jus say tt inside the ppl all veri bad one. haiis. den she threw ying zhi's chair to fa xie. somemore punch herself oso. haiis. den shi lei told me after sch dey had the dj tingy. den belinda, ching hui, sally n evadne were dere. ahhhh....i shld hav gone lor...den sally sae hi to her n candice....bud candice nv sae hi bak...so rude leh....den she sae she saw the guys singing bday song 4 ky...yeah lah. o ya i 4gt to sae i cut my hair...fringe la...plus a bit behind...den some sae nice some sae last time wan nicer...wan si oso cut her hair leh...veri nice...candice oso...okok onli larr...hahas. yeah how i wish to go alc...i bet sure veri fun wan...carnt wait....

2005-05-13T07:32:00.000-07:00

erms my grp's turn to do the plae 2dae. quite fun larrs. i was the narrator. yeah. juz need to stand dere to read. no need to act. tt's the gd ting being a narrator. hahas. k den after tt we had HEALTH CHECKUP. at first i tot it was scary with all those taking out shirts n stuff. in the end it turned out ok. dey juz need to check our backbone. i tot wat. my eyesight remained. hahaha. at first tot can use dis chance to change specs. in the end....hais. bud i tink i still wanna change. after recess had lang arts. had to rite some silly essay. xiang yu tot had to go avt in the end kanna scolded. oh wells. after i finished essay i was so sian i played with ovivi's eyeball...i accidentally threw it out of the classrm. luckily i managed to find it. if nt i m dead. after sch me, ying jie, vane n candice went bugis. ying jie changed in sch den walked around coz we were waiting 4 candice. in the end she was kanna scolded. we took bus dere. i was laffing all the way to the bus stop. coz of candice. her bag was lyk so mega high? lik a tortoise shell no. veri veri nerdy. no offence realli. den the way she wear her clothes oso lorrs. omgish. we went to buy prezzies 4 seniors. den we went mc. the nicest part was arcade. of coz rite. hahas. veri veri fun lor. i was wearing uniform bud i sneaked in anyway. glad dey dint notice. so sad cannot take neo coz i was wearing uniform , the onli one. aiyah nvm larr during holidays go out den take. yeah n so went home after tt. missing sj training leh. wateva larrs. buais blog.

2005-05-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

wahahaha...2dae so happi leh. nice dae man. if everyday lik dis, kool. okies well morn had sci test. tt was the onli ting tt realli sux. is nt tt bad thou. after recess had maths. 2dae is ms chong's last day with us. n oso mr tan. hais. 2 nice nice seniors gone. so sad. we cheered 4 ms chong. den dey organise sum kind of party dis sat. bud i carnt make it. hais. after lunch we had lang arts. we gt 2 present our society. den we changed into cour own clothes. i so scared leh. coz hav to wear clothes. lik so aa lik tt. bud in the end ok lar. after sch was the best lor. me, shi lei, yi xin, vane, ying jie, wansi stayed bak 2 do the play. hahas quite nice larrs. yi xin later left, followed by shi lei. den left me, vane, ying jie, wan si, candice, n qian ye. we go the so called gym tingy larr. quite nice. den later we go field. saw ching hui playing dere. hahaha. so funni leh. candice laff lik mad. den she spit water on me n qian ye. wa lao lah. den when we walk across field xw kik the ball until almost hit us. lucki nv. if nt he sure die. hahas. i sound so bao li. i went home at around 6 plus with qian ye n candice. so fun lor we tok in the bus den laff laff laff. haha.

2005-05-09T02:14:00.000-07:00

2dae whole day dam sian leh. i slept during sci. now i m dead. i dunno how to do sci ws. help!!! hais. 2morrow still gt history test. dun feel lyk studying. so here i m.hehe. 2dae juz had FA test. i dint realli studi much. i tink im gonna fail. hais. test test test. why does dhs has so mani tests? hais. sgts gonna pass out soon. sec 3s taking over. i dun wan leh. heard tt dey will be v. fierce. hais. my life will be soo dead den. hais.

2005-05-06T01:47:00.000-07:00

LEVEL CAMP IS OVER. woot. hahas. the first 2 days were still OK. at least we gt to plae some games. quite fun larrs. made new frens lor. veri nice wan. bud shoo sad leh. we nv win any prize. chaoyuan's grp pro larr win so mani...bud i lurrve the cheering part most...cheer until veri shuang...n our instructor so enthu wan lor...so ish veri nice... 2nd dae dey gt teach cpr...bud i alreadi no le...so veri sian...bud after tt actualli going to geylang river do cpr...bud in the end raining cancel...hehehe...we play some quite fun games...den combine with shilei's grp do the hey panja bili panja tingy wan lah...veri fun...den 2dae SIAN larrs. go museum leh...c some stupid exhibition. juz went around exploring with victoria and samantha. bud the bump boat ride was kool. yup. coz the river gt wave so is lik veri bumpy den veri exciting...hee...lurve it man...although yi an said it was veri sian. bud the 3d movie nt bad. quite scary coz the bomb aiming at us...hee. bud if i can choose i rather go 4 sj training den dis lor. at least i'll be much more happi dere.

2005-05-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

yest went 4 sj. last training with standard 4 instructors. awww. pt came first lor. most tiring one lehx. ran 4 rounds around sch. den hav to do pumping with everyone's name. lyk l-i-m-y-i-j-i-e. so means havta do 7 times 4 my name. started with me first. luckily dey gd enuff let us rest. lied on the grass patch lor. althou veri dirty bud feel great. den after tt i drink lots of water. realli alot. den ish foot drill. learned 2 new drills. i tink coz 2dae too tired coz nt as interested in foot drill as i always was. ching hui n shan yan took my grp. dey were nice lor. sally took candice n shi lei n dey were lyk complaining about her. saeing she's fierce n such. okies. so we had lunch after tt. the sgts dun allow us buy drink...so bad. den somemore dey drink themselves leh. we so pissed lor. luckily zhou tao shooo nice she bought 4 every1. hahas. she rawks. yeah den had cpr with dada seniors. hehehe. in the end no time first aid test cancelled. so happi coz i nv studi properly.hehehe. candice gt yu chen as her senior lor. den she purposely change with shi lei wan coz xiu han told us the sequence. shi lei gt hui ru. wah she took dam long lor. den shi lei was lyk saeing she tinks she's in lurve with huiru. lol. ok lah. i gt sir. i at first hate it to the core man. coz i tot he veri fierce. bud i the end her turned out OK. at least i keep doing wrong things he nv scold. he juz guide me through. hais. I DUN WAN THE SEC 4 INSTRUCTORS TO PASS OUT.

2005-04-29T03:54:00.000-07:00

hais. 2dae dun feel lyk saeing much lah. i tink im gonna flunk my maths test. n hor the sgts r going to pass out 2morrow. so means tomorrow will be the last training with dem. hais. sho sad lor. will miss them de. i will be dam enthu 2morrow wan. me n sl made a card 4 dem. gotta collect everyone's signature. c we so sweet.(so bhb). lol. kay lahs. 2morrow gt first aid test. veri scared. haven studi yet. l8er studying. buais.

2005-04-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

gt comp lab lesson. i used to lurve it lor. bud now ar. shoo sian. nowhere to go oso. den 2dae oso pe. played badminton with shilei candice n wansi. yixin sick larrs. so nv join in. quite fun larrs. later ish geog. gt geog test. shoo diff lor. i m gonna flunk it. =( after recess, maths n chinese. maths we brought poker cards. bud cannot plae our own games. bud tried sort-of mathematical magic trick? carnt figure out the reason behind it lehx. chinese sian lah. hav to read 6 xiao shuo den giv gan xiang. i dint finish it lor den lee lao shi dun wanna show us hu we get grouped with 4 level camp until we finished. bud i still go n peep alot of times. in the end found out same grp as xiang yu n samantha. xiang yu-yuck. samantha ish ok. the best ting is...i gt into same grp as SHI YING!!! hahahas. i was shooo happi lor. yay. my last time best friend. i was sooo worried be4 tt lor. bud now ok liao. oso gt into same grp as zhi yi n yi an. nt bad larrs. heh. den after sch i stayed bak with candice do footdrill n hw. den when we walked out of class hor saw kk dickson n someone else lah. den we both dun dare to look into their eyes. i wanna hurri shoo off. bud kk so friendly lor. he said hi when he walked past den ask wat we carrying i was lyk. so surprised. yeah lah den go eat lor. saw xiuhan den tok. n a few other seniors. me n candice practised foot drill in class. hehehe. we getting betta liao. o ya we oso saw sir's sis. she was lyk on the fone saeing fuck? n so loud somemore. omg so...erm. oso dunno how to describe. yeah lah. ok end here. buais.

2005-04-26T20:43:00.000-07:00

okies...2dae gt history...den went to look at the fort. quite sian la. bud ms ling veri nice l8er let us go buy drink. still owe her 50c. den me, sl, c were lik plucking the sort-of flower. c whether we can get into comp team anot. n we all gt a yes no. shoo happi. den she tried on whether yc lyk her anot n oso yes. sl try ky den oso yes. hahahas. everyone shoo lucki. after tt ish sci. erms. we went comp lab do the stupid project. nth 2 do so i slacking over dere. after sci is lang arts. erms tok the whole lesson thru as usual. den ish acc. wah sian lik hell man. slping dere lor. after sch gt cip. went to katong cc. tot we were suppose to sweep the floor or sth bud turned out tt we had to do a sms comp tingy proposal. den the person in charge lik it alot den sae dey r most likely going to carry out the comp no. wah so honoured sia. somemore we took a foto. hahas. i tink onli our batch took no. feeling so honoured again. wahahaha. yeah lah...o ya n m, c, sl n xh practised foot drill during recess so farni lor. we wanna practise every dae. hehehe. coz we wanna get into comp team mah. k lahs. nth much lahs. buais.

2005-04-23T11:05:00.000-07:00

YAY ITS FINALLY OVER. 2.4 IS OVER. YAY!!!! okies..yest lesson all shoo sian wan. nth much happen in class oso. after sch had 2.4 run. erms the distance seem shorter. bud shoo sad i was slower den yx n sl. we ran 2gether. didnt no wat happened 2 moi lehs...i dint feel lik chionging at the last 400 m hais. i will do betta nxt yr. hopefulli. den dickson n evadne was dere, eating ice cream-_-'' shoo bad nv giv us eat. bud dickson was quite nice la. he gave us a bottle oof water. wah so sweet. make me dui ta ling yan xiang kan liao. be4 tt still went 4 sj. i broke 2 rules altogether. nv clip hair n nv wear standardise sox. we went to fall in n i wan punished with ohter squadmates lor. did pumping. pumping was ok except 4 the fact tt the sun is killing me. the ground was lyk sooo hot lor. almost burnt my hands. so i wasnt veri happi at first. n dey say dey gotta check my nails. hais. i dun wanna cut lehx. hais. den first aid lesson. sian sian sian. den ppl started going 4 their 2.4. when 2 batches go liao, left about 10 peeps we did immobilisation. i suk at it lor. candice so gei kiang wan tink she veri pro lik tt okie la wateva. after the run, we walked bak. it was quite nice as mani ppl walked 2gether. den wehen we reached dere hor ppl were plaeing drums wat. so is lyk dey r celebrating our victory. lol. den pt oso veri farn. we played games lor. i lyk poison ball best. i was in grp 1 with, sl, tx, dawn. yeah. we get to throw balls at the other grp...shoo farn. i was cheering lik hell. hehe. bud when our turn to get thrown at i was one of the firsts to get hit. no farn de. n grp 2 killed us in 4 mins. we did at 5 mins. so we lost. we were suppose to win coz gt me n tx n sl. we rawk. hahas so bhb. den we played virus. i was one of the last to get caught. hehe. quite farn la. den training i ate n drank alot. shoo thirsty n hungri. n surprisingly i slept at 9 yest lor. shoo tired.

2005-04-21T03:17:00.000-07:00

2dae nth much la. lik thurs coz gt comp lab. rox rox rox. hahas. den we hav pe. onli need 2 run 2 rounds althou we having 2.4 2morrow. den gt 1 tcher dam bad. he say our clazz confirm fail 2morrow wan. i was lyk wat de? shall prove to him tt we will pass...n pass with flying colours. lol. nxt ish geog. aiya sian la. i dun even understand anything lor. wateva. after recess had maths. ms chong went 4 some kind of interview so mrs tan cum. prefer her coz her explanation clearer. dis ish the first time i paid attention 4 almost 1 hr hahas. im pathetic. den ish chinese test. i guess i m gonna flunk it. wah...difficult sia...i juz anyhow do den went 2 slp haha. sho scared sia 2morrow having 2.4 letz hope i can get b. but i no it's almost impossible. 2morrow gt sjab somemore den after napfa still muz return 4 sjab. sian. hais.

2005-04-18T18:53:00.000-07:00

okies i juz change my layout...i gt sick of the other one liao...i get sick of tingx veri easily de...hee...althou i still tink the other one is nicer...now i choose i brighter colour...nice rite? hehe.

2005-04-18T02:42:00.000-07:00

ahhh...i wanna retake my napfa test...i did so badly...2 bs n 3 cs...wahhh...need 4 more points to get gold lehx...so means 2.4 muz get b wich is lik almost impossible...so sad. hais. guess hav to do betta nxt yr. thx 2 my shuttle run n broad jump lor. =( 2dae so sian wan hais. end here liao lah. buais.

2005-04-16T16:13:00.000-07:00

wah yest came home so tired man. training in sjab tougher liao. bud dunno why i enjoyed it alot. okies so as usual we had first aid lesson first. half way sgt ky brought some taiwanese in. sl was lik so happi 2 c him lor. she said some tingx tt made me tink she so hua chi. kay lah...wateva. den after tt ish foot drill. moi favourite. we learn some new drills lah. den sgt kk took my grp, me n candice were lik wa lao coz dunno y he becum so fierce. bud it turned out differently lehx...he becum veri nice den keep joking. sally took my grp oso. i was to shout 1 check 1 lor. bud coz hav to say n do at same time i veri luan so i said wrong a few times bud dey nv scold lah. after tt is pt. i hate the part where we have to change so faz lehx...aiyo...den some ppl blurr until pants wear wrong side. so malu. hehe. so this week's pt a bit diff. coz hav to train 4 2.4 on fri.we hav to hold dere in guy's pumping style n wait 4 ppl to run finish. 3 ppl go at one time den run 1 round around the field. wah...i nearly cannot tahan lehx...stay at the position 4 i tink gt 30 mins...sianz...bud sl veri ke lian...she say she cannot stand it den she cried no...so sad...she dun dare tell sgts somemore haiz...now we all r aiming to get into comp team le...so we veri serious during training...nv plae plae...yeah den after training i drank orange plus soya bean...hehe...so thirsty. ya lah in the end reached home at almost 8. tired.

sian lah

2005-04-13T16:46:00.000-07:00

wah....2day went to sungei buloh for mi project...sian sia...the onli gd ting about it is can skip irs n lang arts. hee. luv the bus trip most, sat with yi xin. gt air con somemore can sit dere tok tok tok...me n shi lei were discussing about sjab going abroad. den later we go n ask the tcher. chey...onli go johor bahru...hai wo bai gao xing yi chang...den candice was demonstrating the rosemary tingy...hehe...laff lik mad...okies...so when we reach dere gt 2 hrs guided tour...so boring...i was nt interested...n so mani mosquitos...keep biting me...ouch...lucki later i borrow lotion frm han yin den de mosquitos sooo scared dey dun dare to bit me hahas. after tt hav break. wah siao so ex sia the food dere...ka cai tao wan nehx...in the end still gt buy lah...hu ask me tam chiap...hahas. so later we can go walk in grps..bud in the end we gt 3 grps combined...scared lost mah...so we walk veri far nehx...wah...tired sia...bud nvm lah...chit chat on the way...when is tyme to go bak liao i was shoo glad...no need to stay in the stupid place le.hehe.i go sch eat lunch with wan si, vane n ying jie. shi lei shoo bad...dun wan pei wo...go home with yi xin...aiyah...yi xin say she 2day veri de bad leh...i oso tink soo...i saw ky with a bb...so kool...too bad 4 shi lei...hu ask her dun wanna stay...wah dis entry veri long leh...end here liao lah. done.

MI week

2005-04-12T12:12:00.000-07:00

now i m typing in sch leh...comp dunno how cum cannot use yest nite...haiz...hope today can le...btw, 2day is first day of MI week, what we call the multiple intelligence wk 4 the dhp n gifted students...at first hor, i veri qi dai wan leh...coz no formal lessons...bud in the end it turned out BAD. do wat stupid project lor...shoooo sian...i went to slack with han yin hehe. so bad. realli hav nth 2 do lor...hais...now how i wish the week can juz end...i wanna go bak 2 the normal lessons....k lah...nth to say le...ending here.

2005-04-10T13:51:00.000-07:00

this morning i went swimming...swim swim swim den so tired le. in the end i ate lunch dere lor. i now blog coz i tonite nt cuming online le. my baby cuzin man yue den my uncle n aunt invite us to their hse 4 buffet. carnt wait. i haven c him yet but i heard he veri cute.=) can c alot of other cuzins oso. yay. tonite oso gt charity show i wanna watch...every yr oso gt watch de...today nth much to say lah. end here liao.

SJ rox...

2005-04-09T01:20:00.000-07:00

okiies..yest 2 tired 2 blog liao...went 4 sj training...quite excited at first lah...first time gt to wear the boots n corp t-shirt...thou i tink it's a bit tootish...is still quite OK afterall. first ting is first aid lesson...boring sia...bud the practical was kool...heh. den went 4 foot drill. i wan sooo serious lor coz i wanna do well.didnt fool around. nxt came the pt...lurrve it lah...dunno y...thou a bit tiring bud still nice.^^ later about 6:15 end...reached home 7 plus. nv do hw. 2 sian liao...hehe. wah 4gt to mention sgt kk getting so fierce lor...scary sia...now i tink he veri de wat...n candice's yc nv go...she was soooo sad lor...bud her jb was tt. i kept laffing at her.i feel so bad.hahas.

hi~!

2005-03-29T00:33:00.000-08:00

today is tues bud hav fri lesson cos fri is speech day no sch so they change lor. come home earli nth to do so use comp. we changed place yest no. so glad i gt to sit with ws, nt some ppl. 2day quite boring la. chinese hav to translate frm english stori den i hav to rush thru. haiz. maths sian la. bud after recess quite nice. we suppose to discuss 4 project bud we chatting over dere. hehe. we already do le mah. dun feel lyk riting le. buais.